Thinking deep tonight friends…

. I just don’t understand how I can loose such a big part of my life in one year. How one person can say I’m their child, and then completely change their mind just because their life goes up in flames. Obviously I’m the first to be torched, that’s the way life works isn’t it? I’m humbled to know some of you have felt similarly to the way I have, which is why I feel comfortable writing this. 

 I think about all the good people I have met, the people who I know will be there through thick and thin. That is what we should remember. 

Although the fear of loosing the people I love sits between my ribcages and sinks down into my gut—-staying there. 

have you felt like this? When you just keep loosing the people you love, it’s hard not to grab hold of the ones you’ve got.